The taxi came late, adding to pups panic state, god she was going to fuck up on the very first meeting. All pups wanted was it to flow smoothly and for them to like her to take her under their wing, to train her, discipline her, nurture and alow her to grow. Yet the way pups was going she would not even make it past the first meeting.
Palms started to sweat, she could feel the trickle of perspiration under her arms, fuck she was worked up, she had hardly said to words to the taxi driver, she was too nervous too scared to speak it was as if the words would not even come out anyway, he must of been thinking what a freak, what a crack pot.
pups got to the destination, removed herself from the taxi and stood on the street corner. Looking over towards the gallery, she suddenly felt fear rise up through her, the thought past through her mind, she could turn around now and get back in the taxi go home and lead her safe boring life. What was she even thinking, these people where strangers, they may not even be in there they could just be setting her up. Even if they were in there they were wild erotic exciting creatures, what would they want with a wallflower, a plain jane pups.
she took a breath, the cold air burning at her lungs, stepping of the pavement she felt herself been drawn across the road closer to them. she had chickened out once before, making herself sick so as she did not have to go through with the meeting yet tonight it was differernt, tonight it was as if another force was pullling her along enticing her closer and closer to the lions den, she did not even know it yet, but this night was the begining of her journey, it was the night that would start the chain reaction that eventually would change pups life forever.
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