Friday, July 14, 2006

Jealousy

When pups saw her, saw the slut she felt that it was all over... pups could never compete with that, the slut had a body to die for Master and Ms would forget pups.
pups collected the slut from the bus stop as she instructed, oh how she wished she could just leave her there and go play with Master and Ms herself, what was going on why was pups feeling so insecure, oh yeah the slut had this amazing figure and she was comfortable within herself.

pups phone rang this pulled her out of her daydream, Master told pups to take slut to her car and then to proceed and follow Master without actually looking like she was following anyone. Surely pups could not fuck that up... ahh thank god pups followed the instructions and got the slut to the drop of point and left her... pups went to the arranged meeting place yet of course she stuffed that up and had to be saved by Master D, story of her life hey.

Well that was just the start the day just got worse and worse, instead of pups embracing the gift that was given to her, pups just made the whole day about herself, she craved attention, she wanted to be seen yet for all the wrong reasons, pups wanted to belong she felt that she had something to prove to be accepted and the harder she tried the more she made everything about her. Master D and Ms were not impressed and why should they have been pups was just playing her game of manipulation, she was jealous of slut getting all the attention, and this resulted in pups behaving like the spoilt child...

Master D gave pups every opportunity to acknowlege what was going on and to accept it and use it to empower herself, yet pups just stayed oscillating in her insecurities and her fear.
That night pups was banished outside, while Master D and Ms continued to use the slut, all pups could do was listen to the moans and squeals, while she lay curled up on her blanket. Silly silly pups all she had to do was let go and embrace her emotions and use them instead of allowing them to use her, one day she will see.

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