Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Surrender

For years pups had been telling herself that she was pathetic, that no one would ever like her let alone love the real pups, pups did not belong... So pups created these barriers, she had trapped herself, in this cage, she had hidden the real pups from the world... She was never going to allow her true nature to shine, that way she would never feel pain, she would never be rejected, she would never be hurt.. Yet what pups was soon to discover was that actually allowing her true nature to bloom was like watching a butterfly evolve, pups was the butterfly her true being was pure beauty. However what she had been doing for all these years was actually denying herself her birth right, she was slowly killing herself, drowning in her hatred her resentment for herself and in doing all this she had disconnected herself from the world she had become separate, this person that she had created did not belong... ahhh but was this the truth no pups did belong, all she had to do was see it for herself see her beauty see her love for life and be with the pain... Master D and Ms D had given her a gift they had pushed her supported her and allowed her to see herself to embrace what she really is..

Monday, August 14, 2006

The Trial

Sitting there naked and exposed, Master D looking straight at me with those confronting eyes, everybody else in the room quiet and still waiting for the decision, waiting for the punishment of pups.

I felt as if I wanted to scream, to yell at them tell them that it was not my fault, tell then that they too played a part in this and it was not just me, yet it was me. I had created this, I was the one responsible for the case, and I now had to accept whatever punishment Master D and Ms D deemed appropriate.

As I looked over at Master D, I felt the fear build deep inside of me, I already new what my punishment was, I had created it outside it the hallway, I had wrote down exactly what was going to happen. I was going to be sent home, I knew that this was the end of the relationship as we all knew it, it was the end of puppygirls ownership.

However I just sat their daring Master D to do his worst, even though this fear of loss and abandonment was growing inside me I knew it had to be this way. Embracing this punishment accepting the rejection was the final step of my training as a submissive, I had to be taught this lesson to continue on this journey, pups journey of life...

Thursday, July 20, 2006

The Blue Case

pups was sure that when her, Ms redlips and cara got out of that taxi the blue suitcase came too.. yet unknown to pups it had been left in the boot of the taxi and by doing so, pups life was now about to change forever..

When Master D realised that the case was missing, he looked as if the world was about to end, yet suddenly in the blink of an eye he changed. pups had been irresponsle, she had been given on little task to do and yet she could not even get that right. All she had to do was look after the blue case thats all nothing too mind blowing, yet as per usual pups managed to screw it up.

That case had everything, the payment for the performance, Master D's gas masks and most importantly the keys to Master's cock cage...

pups felt as if the whole world was plotting against her, why does this always happen to her. It is so unfair, life is unfair pups thought, oh why can't she do anything right.

Master D sent her downstairs to look for the case, when her fears had been confirmed that the case had not come from the taxi, pups was too scared to go upstairs. Master D was going to be so angry, he was going to send her away forever and who could really blame him, pups had lost the blue case.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Jealousy

When pups saw her, saw the slut she felt that it was all over... pups could never compete with that, the slut had a body to die for Master and Ms would forget pups.
pups collected the slut from the bus stop as she instructed, oh how she wished she could just leave her there and go play with Master and Ms herself, what was going on why was pups feeling so insecure, oh yeah the slut had this amazing figure and she was comfortable within herself.

pups phone rang this pulled her out of her daydream, Master told pups to take slut to her car and then to proceed and follow Master without actually looking like she was following anyone. Surely pups could not fuck that up... ahh thank god pups followed the instructions and got the slut to the drop of point and left her... pups went to the arranged meeting place yet of course she stuffed that up and had to be saved by Master D, story of her life hey.

Well that was just the start the day just got worse and worse, instead of pups embracing the gift that was given to her, pups just made the whole day about herself, she craved attention, she wanted to be seen yet for all the wrong reasons, pups wanted to belong she felt that she had something to prove to be accepted and the harder she tried the more she made everything about her. Master D and Ms were not impressed and why should they have been pups was just playing her game of manipulation, she was jealous of slut getting all the attention, and this resulted in pups behaving like the spoilt child...

Master D gave pups every opportunity to acknowlege what was going on and to accept it and use it to empower herself, yet pups just stayed oscillating in her insecurities and her fear.
That night pups was banished outside, while Master D and Ms continued to use the slut, all pups could do was listen to the moans and squeals, while she lay curled up on her blanket. Silly silly pups all she had to do was let go and embrace her emotions and use them instead of allowing them to use her, one day she will see.

Monday, July 10, 2006

The Closet

Master Philip led pups from the lobby,towards the lifts. He motioned for her to get in the far one, and he proceeded behind her hitting number 9 on the panel. The doors closed, pups felt a slight panic rise in her, what the hell was she doing, she did not know this man, he could be anyone, he could do anything, why was she here, she must be crazy. Yet pups did not run she stood in the corner waiting for the lift to reach its destination, she felt Master Philips eyes on her or was that just her imagination, she darent look at him, she was told not too anyway and she was told not to speak unless spoken too. In a way she was pleased she did not have to try and make polite conversation, what would she say to this man anyway, he would just laugh at her after all, look at him, he was a god, and pups well she was just pups. They got to the room and Master Philip, motioned pups in with her bags in tow, she was instructed to leave the bags at the door, and to follow Master Philip into the bedroom. Oh my good what was he going to do, no he would not hurt pups he did not give out such vibes, yet pups was still fearful, she did trust Master and Mistress and she remembered how Master Philip had made her feel slightly at ease the night of the gallery opening, she knew she could trust him although she did not know why.

Master Philip motioned to the closet, he told pups to get in and start her mediation exercises, she crawled in and sat up against the wall, it was a bit awkward to sit in the cocktail dress, the split fell open and revealed the tops of her lacy stockings, she pulled the material together as best she could while Master Philip went and got water, her returned with the water and a small gold cushion. pups looked at the cushion and gratefully thanked Master Philip, he handed her the water and then pulled the door closed, she was in semi darkness. How long was she to be in here, how long till she would see her Master and Mistress. pups settled, crossed her legs and started her breathing exercises, slowly her mind began to slow, calmness started to wash over her, this was were she belonged.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Letter of appreciation to Master

My Dearest Master D,

When she handed over everything it was a sense of release, pups wants to be controlled she wants to let go of her mind, body and soul.

When she went out with no bag, or money or phone she new if You both choose she could of been left out on the street, this did scare her a little but she trusted You and she knews deep within her heart You would not hurt her or allow her to become hurt, she was your little puppy.

Master D letting go and only having the choice to walk away was the greatest feeling pups could have. pups was happy, complete, she was whole and found pleasure in serving You and Ms D during that magical weekend.

Master D pups misses her cage even though it was only for a couple of nights it became part of her, she felt safe and secure it reinforced her dreams that one day You may own her.
pups thanks You for pushing her limits and she feels You both are understanding her more and more as time passes and she truly is loving every bit of this journey even though it can be hard at times but she is amazed that how having focus creates results and pups is thankful for learning this.

Master D what You and Ms D have shown and taught her is invaluable to date, pups understands more and more that to be complete and happy this is her life.

pups now can see that in The Story of O how O could actual surrender herself in the way she did, pups thought the branding scene was harsh and how could anyone do that but now she understands it is a need to please and to be complete ( pups is not saying she wants a red hot branding poker pressed up against her soft delicate arse. she merly wishes to express that she feels she can start to relate how O managed to tune out)

pups also feels that her pain threshold is improving and that she is starting to focus her mind and block some things out, especially with her feet, she was very surprised that she could allow her feet to be touched but now knows what surrendering means.

goodnight Master D
pups

pups first brazillian

Ms D had instructed pups to get her pussy waxed, no more of this messy shaving biz, Ms wanted pups to be smooth and soft to the touch, no unsightly cuts or grazes.

pups made the appointment for the Thursday evening, she flew the following night to be with Master D and Ms.
It was really strange pups a few months ago would have been so self conscious about been exposed the way she was but tonight she just lay there with the towel lightly draped over her and she did not feel uncomfortable, the only time she felt strange was when the wax was taken of it certain areas Ouch. pups thought of the end result and that got her through the worst in fact it was no where near as bad as pups had imagined. Ms D pups felt that she was very well be behaved she whimpered a little but most of the time she lay there and let the woman do her stuff, pups did fantasise about a young hot trainee doing pups waxing, mmm that would of been nice. pups left the salon feeling very sexy as well as amazed at how relax she was through the whole thing and how smooth her pussy was. pups promised herself that she would never shave again.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Disconnected

For years pups had been telling herself that she was pathetic, that no-one would ever like her let alone love her the real pups... so pups put up barriers, she created this cage inside of her a trapped the real pups, the pure essence of her being away forever... pups was never going to allow her true self to shine, that way she would never be hurt, she would never feel pain. yet what pups was actually doing was denying herself, killing herself drowning in the pure hatred she had for herself, and the realisation of this was pups was disconnected she was seperate from the world seperate from herself.

As if by magic Ms came into her life, to pups Ms was this divine Goddess she was the woman pups wanted to be, the erotic sensual being . Ms was pups inspiration, she had her placed high up on a pedestal, Ms was perfect in every way, how could pups ever be like that. pups started to question why Ms would even give her the time of day, she was nothing and yet Ms was spending this time with her, how long would it last, how long before Ms found out that pups was worthless.

Essay on "Slut" for Master

Well here is a word “SLUT”, what does it mean,,

According to the Oxford English dictionary slut means, “ a slovenly, dirty woman, a slatter. A women of loose morals, A prostitute.

To many people in this society slut is a worthless piece of trash, a girl that has sexual encounters with anyone, one who dresses in low cut tops and short skirts, and who have no respect for themselves, well this is a what most of our modern day society would define a slut as, well do we not live in such a nice society people.

Not this woman, slut to her is a beautiful word, it is a complement, it is praise, pups is proud to be called a slut. To pups ‘slut’ means a strong confident, powerful woman, who has embraced her sexuality and holds very little inhibitions if any, puppy is true to her being.

What are these moral standards, well for one a girl who embraces her sexuality and is open and true is critised and degraded, while a man who does the same is put on a pedestal and worshipped, what is the difference, none….

Within the bdsm community unlike the vanilla world we as women can embrace our sexuality in ways that are frowned upon when we are growing up, we can be true to ourselves, explore are deepest kinkiest desires, we can drop the ‘façade’ of miss prim and proper or the sweet pure innncoent angel that some have labled us with, we can live.

Sarah gallick commented that there are three types of sluts, economic, lifestyle and the spiritual slut. The economic slut is one that prostitutes herself for money, valuable gifts, life advancement, or power over others. The lifestyle slut who openly fucks others for pleasure and as a form of socializing and then there is the spiritual slut who fucks others through compassion for them or through the desire to submerge herself in her sexuality.Of course, this typology is crude. All sluts (women, too) to one degree or another share some of the characteristics of these three types.

If you are a man, can you call a woman a slut without having thoughts of derision, disrespect, or denigration enter your mind whether or not you actually intended an insult?

If you are a woman, can you call yourself a slut without at the back of your mind feeling you have cheapened or insulted yourself in comparison with other women -- or your mother?
Perhaps a more significant test would be something like this. Could you image introducing yourself like this --
"Hi there! My name is sara. I'm a lifestyle slut and I enjoy casual fucking. I'd really like a good fuck sometime with you if you're interested. I do practice safe sex, though. OK?"
If you could feel comfortable doing this, then I would say you were cured of the cultural poison of fearing being called a slut, but I suspect that very few of us, even the "sexually-free" ones, actually can. I think this is indeed why women are relying on the crutch of spiritual sexuality. Really, it does not alter the reality of being a slut, but it might make it easier to be one. (New age quest)

Sluts should never be embaressed about flauting their slutness. How you dress, how you behave announces you are a slut and that you are been true to yourself. So wear those skin tight boob tubes, sheer tops, no panties and minis, who cares what others think or how they judge, the important thing is to feel free to love what you are and to love to show off yourself.

Exercise you sexual power consciously, enjoy the self confidence and thrill you get from being a slut. Flirt seduce and captivate people. Understand that your sluttiness affirms life and pleasure and always remember that all these social relations and experiences are truly valuable to you.

The Catholic church was built on sluts…
We love them from Mary Magdalene to Dorothy Day. The church has a long tradition of welcoming sluts, learning from their conversions and ultimately canonizing them.

Sluts can see themselves as sacred whores, who affirm life and pleasure. They can give and take -- they don't have to be used or users. They can be sex therapists and teach other people to be comfortable with their bodies and their sexuality. Sluts give other people a lot of pleasure, love and inspiration, and they should also be respected for that, not talked about like they are used, victimized, diseased, stupid, or hateful.
Be an example to others. Sluts have a very marginal status in this society. Their brave flaunting of tradition can be an example to other people who want to be different or who are already shut out of mainstream society. Sluts' proud ownership of their own bodies sets a good example to others who secretly desire to do something, but are afraid to do it.

Been a slut is to accept the dark path within you, understand that you are consciously choosing a path which many in this society refuse to respect or accept. Many think of you as corrupt, immoral or even wicked- in a sense you are all these things, you have choosen the dark path. However, by looking within yourself and accepting your descision you also understand that within you there is a heart, goodness, light and beauty. By accepting the power the dark path has over you does not mean that you are bad or an evil person, to this slut it means that you are a complex person with many needs and motivations. Therefore embrace this power, enjoy the power the dark path has within you for it gives you strength and vitality and illuminates your life as a slut.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

pups expressions of Masters' love for Ms

You are my life You are my world,
Your beauty is pure and divine.
Since the moment I met You I have fallen
intoxicated by Your spirit
You are my love, my true one, my best friend
You complete me and for that I adore You.

Your skin is soft and smooth like silk
Your eyes burn deep into my soul
I lose myself wrapped up in your arms
In Your warmth in Your love I feel free.
I want You more and more each day
to talk to laugh to cry to be.

I love no other the way i love You
i give thanks for finding You
for been able to share my life with You
to hold You to kiss You to love You
to protect and to care for You
the way You do for me.

pups and pussyboy

puppy sits here quietly on her freshly washed pink blanket chewing at her paw, pondering on what little mischievous she may get up to..

mmm pups thinks of playing with pussyboy, hearing him hiss and swipe at puppy with his sharp little claws, pups is not scared she gets closer she's excited and wants to play.

her tail waggles back and forth her bottom wiggling slightly, she pounces on pussy making him meow, hiss and scream, pups nips at his ear and cops a swipe across her nose from those sharp claws, a little trickle of blood drips down her nose.

Nasty pussyboy does not want to play, pups is brave and does not stop, she starts to chase pussyboy up over the lounge, over the table and in the madness the pretty flowers Mistress put in the vase topples over pups looks at pussyboy and then back at the mess. They a re going to get it now Ms was only just saying how pretty those flowers looked and how pleased she was with her creation. pups no longer excited more like petrified of whets going to happen when her Owners get home. she scampers of to the cupboard tail between her legs where she will stay hiding insignificant completely out of the way. she knows Master and Mistress will be very upset and if the see pussyboy first he will get the severity of the punishment, so pups thinks. pups sat as quiet as can been in the darkness, her mind racing, how was she going to get out of this one,, mmm she would blame pussyboy, after all if he had played in the first place this would not have happened. Yes yes yes it was pussyboy pups would take no responsibility Master would look at those big blue puppy eyes and see that pups is good, oh how good was pups at this manipulation...

Little did puppy realise Master and Ms had long picked up on this dysfunction of pups, she would soon learn.

The Kiss

Master had spoken with the others out on the porch, now it was pups turn, still worried about her voice, pups walked oout onto the rickety wood, sheilding her eyes from the brilliant sun. Master D was sat tall in his chair, smiling... Why was he smiling the fact that pups had no voice she could not bark and yet Master was smiling. Well if Master did not seemed concerned by this then pups would let it go. After all these were her thoughts not Masters and her thoughts and feelings did not matter, all that pups had to be concerned with was that she had choosen to be of service to her Master and Mistress and thats what she would do bark or no bark.

Suddenly Master stood up walked across to pups and told her to close her eyes, pups did as she was told, her heart started to beat faster, she could feel the delicate little hairs on the back of her neck prick up was was Master going to do.

Was he know going to punish her for losing her bark was this it had he just be playing with her, was she now going to suffer. Lips brushed softly against hers, somoene was kissing her, her mouth opened in response, this was not just any kiss this kiss set her whole body alight, it was pure electricty running through her veins, this was the passionate kiss from her Master.

Ms D, pups and pinkie

Lying there on the lounge floor, spread for all to see pups felt exposed vulnerable and excited, there was nothing she could do. It was an amazing feeling, knowing that You had all this power over her, when she felt Your fist slip in it was like her body had released itself, she was full, stretched and free.

When Ms got her strap on and slowly pushed it inside of pups and started to move inside her she could feel every nerve stand on end, her whole pussy ached to orgasm, the sensualness of Ms moving pinkie, pups wanted it deeper and deeper. With each hard thrust pups could feel herself getting closer and closer to orgasm but she stopped herself.

When she was bed over the desk pups was at first surprised at how easy pinky slipped into her butt, the stretching along with the thrusting opened her up completely. pups again was lost, her whole body was controlled by the thrusting and the way Ms held onto her hind quarters, pups let go, her mind was calm and quiet she was at peace. pups did not want Ms to stop, she wanted it harder and Ms was fantastic, pups cannot even think that she has had such good hard fuck like that by anyone, (at least not in a sober state) pups loved that she felt every inch of Ms pushing deeper and deeper and how Ms touched and reached parts of her that she has never had touched before.

pups could think of nothing her whole body ws at the mercy of Ms and pinkie, she had never in her life felt this sexually free, it was bliss her bliss, she let go and let herself drift of to the other world her world.

puppy laringitis

Oh my god.... pups could not believe it she knew she was calling in sick, yet she did not really want to be sick. Although on further examination she did not feel sick it was just her voice, pups had lost her voice, her bark was gone... How was pups going to perform, what had she done, Master and MS would be so disappointed, tonight was the ball, pups had responsibilities, obligations. pups had a little pussyboy to initiate, how was she going to do all this, how was she going to be puppy.

Her phone rang, Master D on hearing pups pathetic croak burst into laughter, what was so funny, pups had no voice and Master found it amusing what was going on.. He was not mad, pups could not understand. Master D was the complete opposite, he had found humour in pups predicament, he even showed her compassion and concern, not anger. pups was very very confused how could He not be mad at her after all she was cursing herself for being so stupid, she had ruined everything even before the night had started.. Yet here was Master telling her to take plenty of honey and lemon and to rest her voice and He would see her in a few hours. pups hung up the phone and just stared at it she could not believe it she could not believe that Master had acted that way. mmm what was going on was he just been nice for now was she going to really get it when she saw him and Ms... That was it he was going to punish her with Ms,pups started to get all sooky telling herself she should be punished she did this yet on the same note she turned and started to think that it was unfair why should she be punished it wasn't her fault that she had lost her bark or was it...

pups had cock

He turned up at 845pm 6 pack in arm and a big grin across his face, pups was excited that she was going to get some hard cock inside of her.

Master D she invited him in and sat on the couch, her legs were spread slightly as if daring him to touch, she watched him looking at her, taking every bit in, it has been a while since she had seen him and she was wanting to suck that cock, she could see it bulge between his pants, she thought about Your cock Master and how pups loves to suck, lick and tease it.

pups felt his fingers slide up her skirt pulling her panties to the side, she felt his finger brush across her clit ever so gently and then he slipped it deep into her awaiting pussy. pups lent back, spreading her legs wider so he could push a couple more fingers inside, it felt good and pups was already wet.

pups lay on her back like the little slut she is and let him get her pink vibrator and force it deep inside her soaking cunt, pushing it deeper and deeper, making her moan in sheer pleasure, pups took slow deep breaths as she did not want to cum too fast, she wanted to take her time and enjoy this privilege.

pups pulled back and slipped down on her knees, where she belongs and took his cock in her mouth, she tilted her head back and relaxed, thinking about how she took Master and how she wanted to take Him completely. pups allowed her hair to be held and her head to be guided back and forth, she could feel his cock harden, and was making her gag a bit but she continued, she sucked greedily on his cock taking it deeper, she flicked the tip with her tongue searching for the piercing but not on this one, she gently nibbled and then continued her sucking, taking him as deep as she could, allowing him to fuck her month.

He asked pups to get on her hands and knees as he wanted to fuck her pups eagerly complied, that twas when he saw the bruises, he asked pups what they were and pups proudly told him that she had been whipped and spanked by two wonderful people and how this excited pups she then waggled her butt for him, as if showing off her trophies.

He was a little taken a back but wanted to know more, and was a little excited about what pups had told him but not keen to hit pups himself. she felt his cock against her butt but he did not go there instead he thrust his thick cock straight into pups pussy and held her hips tightly forcing himself deeper and deeper into her, pups pushed back begging for more he rubbed and her clit and she felt herself about to cum. she imagined that Master was behind her and that He was about to push his cock deep into her arse while Ms fucked her with her strap on pups felt her juices trickling down her thigh she came hard, her pussy contracting and her whole body tensed up, then she felt him cum, he did a few more thrusts and pulled out pups lent forward and caught her breath.

Afterwards they sat on the couch and watched the movie while pups let him stroke her pussy gently. This went on for a little while then pups took him to bed, she buried herself under the covers and took his cock in her mouth and sucked on it like a baby sucks at its mothers breast, as she sucked she thought of You Master and thanked You for allowing her this it was nice for pups to feel a cock inside of her even if it was for a short time, pups made the most of it and is truly thankful.

Alive

Master D when pups woke up her mind was in another world, she knew where she was but she felt separated from her body, her knees hurt yet she wanted to stay on them, to force the pain away.

she does admit that on Saturday pups thought at one time she was going to break down and cry but she could not do that she had to be strong. pups feels that the more she is with you and Ms D the more she can endure, she hopes this is true. she wants to be pushed and to feel herself let go again, she wants to go deeper and embrace her submission fully she wants to drown it to know what it is to be free.

When she was chained to the cross and You made her cry this was a good feeling, she was not afraid she wants to hide nothing from You or Ms D, she felt as if she was cleansing her soul and that her emotions where been released from her, her body begged to feel the whip caress her and the pain got lost in her pleasure she felt alive for the first time.

Master D with the puppy food well what can pups say she likes chicken, beef is yucky but in saying that she was thankful and grateful for Your choice of brand, it showed her that she was looked after and loved, even though she needed no proof. Who was pups kidding of course she needed proof, she did not love herself so how could she believe she would be loved by others.

When she was taken to the shower she knew what went on yet her mind had let go, at that point in time she was Yours. You could of done anything to her and she would not of stopped you she was under your control, she was like a puppet on a string.

Reflecting on it now this does scare her a little but it is exciting too, she could not believe her reaction to the cold water, it was just cold water but it freaked her, she had been so wrapped up in her special safe world that the shock from the cold water, sent her mind into panic, she could not focus on the fact that it was just cold water, it was to her like acid.

Master D pups thanks You for pushing her limits, she was not scared when she felt the knife against her flesh, she trusted You, she enjoyed the tickle and the sharpness, the fact that You could cut her to pieces at any point if You so desired, the danger of the game she was playing.

End of Melbourne weekend

When she walked out into the cold and turned to face You and say goodbye, pups felt a wave of sadness wash over her, she was leaving her Master and Mistress for she did not know how long, but then she also thought about all she had experienced over the last few days and that made her burn inside.

Master D pups felt that she had changed, she felt strong and confident inside, she waited in the cold but did not feel cold for her taxi. pups reflected back on how she felt when she surrendered and how she felt herself set free. Master D pups had never experienced this before, her mind had let go and she never wanted the feeling to end.

Master D on her trip home, she sat next to a cute boy, throughout the flight she was thinking about how to talk with him, pups is generally, shy and reserved and waits for people to talk with her, but this time, she started to talk with him. pups understands that it is a small thing to do but for her this is an achievement as she did not care if she was rejected or felt silly, the fact was she wanted to speak with him and she did. He even asked her for her number but pups decided that it was not for her and the fact he was actually from Melbourne, this did make pups feel she had achieved something.

pups and the headmistress

pups fantasises about be taken to the Head Mistress's office as she has been a bad girl by playing with the boys behind the bike shed. she is ordered in the Head Mistress office and told to come up to the desk and bend over with her elbows on the table.

Head Mistress moves around from the table and lifts pups skirt up to her waist, she slowly slides her fingers between pups legs and rubs gently at her white cotton panties. pupsl is sopping from her adventures earlier and Head Mistress is not happy, she pulls her panties to one side and pushes a finger straight into pups pussy, wiggles it around and the pulls out.Head Mistress goes round to girl and pushes her cum covered finger into pups mouth and tells her to suck it clean.

Head Mistress tells puppyl what a dirty little slut she has been and for her antics she will be punished. Head Mistress pulls out her cane from her draw and come back up behind pups, telling her to spread her legs wider. puppy does as she is told and suddenly lets out a squeal as Head Mistress brings the cane done across her lilly white arse. Head Mistress pulls pups hair and tells her to be quite or else. puppy bites her lip as she feels the cane across her buttocks again. Head Mistress is calling her names and telling her what a dirty little whore she is and that she will be made to cum for Head Mistress and she will be punished for her behaviour.

Head Mistress stops with the caning and pulls down pups panties and wipes her pussy juices up before shoving them into pups mouth and taping her up.
Head Mistress tells pups that she is going to be fucked like the little prostitute that she is and she is going to thank Head Mistress for the entire experience.
pups is then told to get down on her hands and knees and is made to crawl into the next room. Head Mistress tells her to strip completely and let Head Mistress inspect her whole body before it is used.

Head Mistress pulls out a set of nipple clamps from her jacket and walks up to pups pulling at her nipples as she places the clamps tightly on herl, (this is what happens to my dirty little whores Head Mistress says to pups as she is lead by the chain to a horse like bench).

pups is made to lean over horse and she is the strapped in tightly unable to move. Head Mistress gets out her crop and gives pups another five hard crops across her arse, then calls in the vice principle who stands in front of her with his cock out. Head Mistress instructs pups to suck the cock offered to her as she gets behind pups and forces her hard black dildo up pups sopping pussy. Head Mistress pulls on pups hair as she thrusts hard and fast deep inside. suck harder she is told and feels a slap across her face, you little slut you will learn and you will please...........

The Apartment

Ms D emailed the instructions, pups was to wear her favourite red cocktail dress, she was to do her hair 80's style, mmm was Ms crazy, pups would look silly walking through the city tot he meeting point.. Yet that was how pups felt, Ms D had given instructions and pups was to follow.

pups showered, shaved and smoothed her pussy, rubbing sweet smelling lotion all over her, she wanted to be clean, to look her best for whatever may happen.

Master D had given pups the address and a phone number she was to ring when she got to the apartment at 2pm. she was told to walk inside into the main lobby text she had arrived then wait for further instructions.

pups could feel her heart pounding, she was nervous, very nervous, she had only met Master Philip once and that had been the night of the gallery opening. she felt so inferior in his presence, like she was been judged, yet this was all in her head. pups was telling herself stories again, making life more complicated, he was not judging her, pups was doing the judgment, again pups told herself she was not good enough, she would not be loved. When would she get it, of course nobody would love her or think her good enough, not until pups forgave herself and saw the beautiful radiant being that she was. Only then would she be loved, she would be loved by the most important person, herself.. Yet all of this was too far fetched for pups to comprehend, however one day she would see..

Master Philip brought pups out of her daze, he walked like a man with a purpose, full of grace and gentle pups even though nervous felt safe, she knew that she would be ok in his care while waiting for Master D and Ms D to arrive.

Monday, July 03, 2006

The Melbourne experience

pups was still high from the night before, her mind was racing and she needed to focus, it was as if every nerve in her body was buzzing, she was too emotional in her expression and now realises that she should of used her breathing more. she was upset that she had brought back rubbish coffee, but she should of let it go and not dwell on it this allowed her to not fully focus on her goals, and she feels that that was why she gave into her pain and sat on the concrete instead of stayed kneeling.

When pups saw Ms D she was mesmerised at how beautiful she was, her mannerisms and her coyness. pups could not take her eyes of her, she wanted to scamper up to her and lick her all over.

pups loved how Ms played with her and picked on her even in her submissive role. she was overjoyed that she had been included in the scene by You Master D, pups is fully enjoying exploring this part of her, she adores that she has been set free.

Master D when You started to remove the tape of Ms, pups started to flash back to when Ms had done this to her and she felt the tape been ripped from the skin as if it was now, this excited her, and again she felt the sensations of the tape been torn from her skin, stinging sharp pain yet erotic and sensual too.

pups was honoured that she was taken out and fed and then taken back to be displayed for all, she felt though she had let You down badly with her knees but has now learnt that she can prevent this pain she just has to focus harder on success not failure and that focus is the key. Master D pups learnt alot about herself that weekend and is proud of what she is becoming, the weekend proved to her that this is her life and her dream, that pups can truly feel alive.

Master D when You pushed your fist deep inside of pups she felt her body become light it was as if she was not there, that she was floating above herself and that nothing could hurt her. she was in her own world, she felt safe and protected. her whole body relaxed and calm she felt peace, for that she thanks you. Afterwards she felt like something had awakened inside of her, she was dizzy and felt she could not focus, her mind was fuzzy but she was not worried, her dreams were peaceful and calming and she slept. she slept like a baby she was safe she was loved she was complete.

pups cannot thank You and Ms D enough for taking her on this journey of self discovery, opening her up to a new way of living, showing her the light beyond that darkenss she has for so long be consumed by.

pups arrival in Melbourne

At the Airport standing around pups was getting very excited, she could feel the moistness between her tights, she could not wait to be before her Master D and Mistress. During the flight down pups thoughts had roamed, at one point the thought about would she really be safe crossed her mind, but then she new the answer to this was yes, and she scolded herself for having silly thoughts, she started to focus and set her mind on her goal to prove her worth to You and Ms D

When pups arrived in Melbourne, she started to feel a little anxious, she was worried about failing, but then she told herself that if she thought like that she would, she should be who she is and the rest would fall into place. she caught a taxi from the airport to the address instructed, the taxi driver was confused and had to call a few others to find out where Abode was even though pups had given the address.

pups correct the taxi man a few times on the pronunciation of the club and ended up acting all coy and shy when she was informed of what type of club she was going too. this was fun Master D pups like teasing the younger taxi driver over the two way, he sounded nervous and pups kept pushing, the whole time using a serious tone as possible, her taxi driver found this very amusing and help pups with teasing. pups got the younger cabbie to fully explain where she was been taken, she loved this feeling inside, she felt confident and playful . A few months ago pups would not of done this she would of closed up shyed away and not admitted to what sort of club she was going to, she felt that she was getting stronger and embracing who she is.

pups arrived at the club and was a little shy, she spoke softly to the bitch on the door and was telling herself over and over she had made the right choice to come to Melbourne. she stood waiting, her concerns floating in her mind, she was fighting them away, then she saw Master D and her concerns vanished, she was were she belonged, she felt safe, and started to relax and focus. she followed Master D inside her puppy eyes wide open, this was what she wanted, she wanted to be shown off, she wanted to be displayed to be seen as the slut she is.

pups at the start was wary about what would happen, she looked and Master and Mistress and knew instantly she was safe and protected, she desired nothing more that to be pleasing. she loved been caged for all to see, she felt so sexual and hot when she was put on the stage and whipped for all to see, she felt at peace with every strike, her body felt cleansed alive and free.

pups enjoyed playing in the members area, ripping up the tape, been stroked by strangers and chasing the little pussy's tail, she felt proud and never wanted the night to end, she was so lucky to have been permitted to have this experience

pups taxi ride to Abode

It was midnight and pups was waiting for her bags, she walked out into the cold night air, excited about her weekend ahead, she felt moist already and could not wait to see Master D and Mistress. she had text master as instructed and as she had no response she walked up to the taxi driver and asked to be taken to St Kilda.

Once in the taxi the usual chit chat occurred, how was the flight, was pups just here for the weekend etc etc. pups proceeded to give the driver the address to the club, at first she was a little wary about what he would say if he knew were pups was going but then pups thought who cares, she was proud of who she was and was quite excited at the thought of this man knowing what she was about to get up to.

The taxi driver asked pups several times for the address and was a bit vague and unsure of where to go, so he decided to radio for help, he spoke to a couple of younger drivers and asked for directions. He kept pronouncing abode wrong, so pups corrected him.

After speaking with several of the younger drivers, this one guy came across the radio and firstly asked if pups' driver had a passenger, it was obvious he knew what abode was and where it was. pups could not help but smile, it was funny knowing that this person on the end of the radio was trying to be subtle and seemed a little shy and embarrassed on explaining about abode. The older taxi driver asked him what sort of club was it and he replied it was an alternate club. The older taxi guy was fun, he was non judgemental and pups wanted to play, so she asked did he mean it played alternate music. There was a brief pause on the radio and then pups heard him say that it was a place adults went for adult fun. pups smile grew bigger, she was having fun, the older guy looked and pups and asked pups quietly if she knew what the club was and pups replied 'oh yes' and smiled with her eyes at the old man.pups wanted to have more fun so she asked the other taxi driver what did he mean about adult fun, pups kept pushing him till he told her it was a swingers club, pups then asked him what a swingers club was and made the young guy explain as she played dumb. pups was laughing by now and the taxi driver was playing along too. pups finally got out of the young taxi driver that it was a BDSM fetish club and pups asked if he wished to join her as she needed a pussyboy to play with. unfortunately he declined, but at least pups amused her taxi driver and made an old man smile for the night. pups loved the teasing and the playing she has never done anything like this before and she loved it. she did not shy a way, she was confident and straight to the point it was one of her first achievements for the weekend.

The older taxi driver wished her a fun and safe night and pups bid him goodbye and hoped he had an enjoyable night.

taxi ride to meet Master D and Ms D

The taxi came late, adding to pups panic state, god she was going to fuck up on the very first meeting. All pups wanted was it to flow smoothly and for them to like her to take her under their wing, to train her, discipline her, nurture and alow her to grow. Yet the way pups was going she would not even make it past the first meeting.

Palms started to sweat, she could feel the trickle of perspiration under her arms, fuck she was worked up, she had hardly said to words to the taxi driver, she was too nervous too scared to speak it was as if the words would not even come out anyway, he must of been thinking what a freak, what a crack pot.

pups got to the destination, removed herself from the taxi and stood on the street corner. Looking over towards the gallery, she suddenly felt fear rise up through her, the thought past through her mind, she could turn around now and get back in the taxi go home and lead her safe boring life. What was she even thinking, these people where strangers, they may not even be in there they could just be setting her up. Even if they were in there they were wild erotic exciting creatures, what would they want with a wallflower, a plain jane pups.

she took a breath, the cold air burning at her lungs, stepping of the pavement she felt herself been drawn across the road closer to them. she had chickened out once before, making herself sick so as she did not have to go through with the meeting yet tonight it was differernt, tonight it was as if another force was pullling her along enticing her closer and closer to the lions den, she did not even know it yet, but this night was the begining of her journey, it was the night that would start the chain reaction that eventually would change pups life forever.

pups meets Lai

pups left her house dressed in short little denim skirt with slight split at front, she wore her opaque black stockings and little black jumper, no panties and knee high boots.
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ups arrived at the three monkeys at 615pm, she walked straight up to counter head held high, she felt people looking at her which excited her. pups must admit that in the past she has been self conscious and would never of gone out with no panties but tonight she felt strong and confident, she loved the thought of people looking at her legs and maybe catching a small glimpse of her stocking tops or even better her bare pussy.

pups ordered her skinny latte then walked down the little corridor where she had sat with Master and Mistress the previous week. she took a seat in a quite cozy corner where she could see all. pups took out her erotic book and sat with her legs very slightly apart, she felt very sexy and could feel herself getting very moist.

pups started to read her book when her coffee arrived she thanked the girl and continued to read. Every now and again pups looked up searching the room for a cute little Asian to talk with but alas there was none. pups continued to read, she had been there for about forty five minutes and by now was very wet as her book was exciting her as was the thought of people looking at her.

pups went back to the counter and ordered another skinny latte, she took her seat back in the corner and commenced reading, from the corner of her eye she glimpsed her. 5 foot dark haired beauty, she was wearing figure hugging jeans and a little cropped jacket similar to pups one at home. pups looked straight at her, caught her eye just as split second before she was about to walk past.

pups asked about her jacket and told a little white lie, pups said she had been looking for one the same. The little oriental beauty said she had got it at pacific fair last year, never mind pups will look for another. pups introduced herself and asked the sweet thing her name, she said it was Lia and that she was a uni student at Griffiths on the Gold Coast and that she was up in Brisbane with some friends.

Lia shifted her gaze from pups to the book infront of her, when she realised what it was her eyes seemed to widen, she asked what it was pups was reading. pups explained that it was an erotic book of short stories, pups slowly explained the chapter she was reading was about a man who had been possessed by another mans spirit and was making love to his wife in all sorts of erotic and sensual ways. Lai looked a bit shocked so pups backed of a bit, pups did not wish to scare her.

Lai looked like a porcelain doll whom could shatter into pieces, just at any minute is pups pushed too far. pups was thinking about how nice it would to slowly slip her coat of and sit her down beside her and run her hands slowly over her small breasts. pups could feel her body warm at this thought, she was excited, but she was brought back to earth when she heard Lai saying her friends were calling her and she had to go. pups said ok and that if she was up in Brisbane and looking for work to give her a call, she gave Lai her business card and explained that she worked in recruitment and placed a lot of uni students. Lai wandered off towards her friends and pups continued to read for a bit longer whilst she finished her coffee and thought of all different ways she could pleasure and be pleasured by such a divine sensual creature as Lai.

Playing in the park

The ground felt cool and damp between her toes, pups started walking gingerly at first a little on the self conscious side, who was watching she did not know, but then as if she was another she did not care, pups started to skip and jump upon the grass, the smell was invigorating, fresh, pure. Her senses seemed to come alive, and she dismissed the fact that others may be watching.

pups saw some birds just sitting on the ground and she could not help but run up and chase them, it was fun it was childish and naughty. pups loved how the sun shone down upon her and her face felt the cool breeze, she consumed the smells around her and her body tingled. pups thoroughly had fun letting go and been in innocence, just like the playful puppy she is.

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pups gift to Ms D

girl slowly unbuttons her shirt and lets her skirt fall to the floor, girl looks virginal in her white lingerie as Mistress instructs her to kneel before Her. girl’s heart is racing as Mistress starts to caress her face and bends to kiss girl passionately on girl’s soft full lips. girl feels herself moist between her legs and longs to touch her Mistress’s firm breasts and suckle on Mistress’s erect nipples teasing and nipping the way Mistress loves.

girl has been waiting so long to taste Mistress and kiss her tenderly savouring every inch of Mistress’s soft naked flesh. she can hardly control herself as she moves slowly down Mistress’s body finding her most prized possession. girl slowly spreads her Mistress’s pussy lips and with soft gentle kisses teases Mistress’s clitoris and licks and sucks all the sweet juices . she starts to slowly fuck Mistress’s pussy with her tongue darting it in and out. girl pushes one finger then two into Mistress and moves them slowly in and out as instructed by Mistress, girl can feel Mistress tighten and knows that she is doing good, suddenly Mistress cries out and girls fingers thrust harder. girl feels complete knowing she has pleased Mistress in this way.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

pups first story to Ms D

The girl lets herself in to her room as she turns to close door she is grabbed a hand goes across her mouth preventing her from screaming. she is then blindfolded and dragged into the room, pushed face down onto the bed. her arms stretched she feels cold metal clamped around her wrists.
The girl then feels her clothing ripped off her body exposing her nakedness , she feels very vulnerable, as she lays bound to bed open and ready to be used by all. The girl then feels her soft moist pussy flesh been spread open as if she was being inspected, a finger slowly slips inside her opening and starts to explore deep inside, another finger and another enters starting to stretch her wide.

Next girl feels her head been lifted when it is lowered down she can smell the sweetness of pussy in front of her, someone instructs her to lick and suck the pussy offered to her, she does as she is told, savouring every little bit of honey juice. As soon as girl starts licking girl feels what she can only assume to be a a huge thick cock thrust deep into her cunt stretching her wider than ever before. she tries to scream but her head is held firmly against the pussy she is to service.

The girl is used and abused by at least five all the time being forbidding to orgasm herself. she is used like this for what seems like hours before she is allowed to rest and sleep till more service is required.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Erotic story for Ms D

It was a glorious summer evening and girl was walking down a dark abandoned street dressed in her new denim mini and baby blue baby doll top. she felt very sensual this evening and hoped that she would be lucky and have the opportunity to show off her new pink lace lingerie. girl was so wrapped up in her thoughts she did not hear the van pull up or the person get out till it was too late.

Suddenly girl was grabbed a hand across her mouth stopping her from screaming out and she was been dragged backwards towards the van. girl felt another set of arms behind her pulling her up into the van, she was then pushed forward onto her stomach and her head pushed down to the floor. she felt her arms been pulled behind her back and secured with what felt like metal cuffs. girl tried to speak but her words came out all rushed and did not make sense, next she let out a scream but was quickly silenced by a hand across her month and something being stuffed into her mouth It was a gag and she felt it secured around her head. girl was scared but excited too, how could this be, girl was being kidnapped anything could happen to her yet between her legs felt moist and damp…

girl felt someone kneel down beside her and the she heard them whisper in her ear “you will earn us a lot of money this fine evening you little whore” girl felt a shudder through her oh my god what was going to happen, girl tried to turn to see the face but it was no use she was strapped down and could not move. she felt the van pulling to a stop and the sliding door open slightly she saw lights but then darkness as her captures placed a blindfold across her eyes. she was pulled up roughly and pushed out of the van stumbling to keep her balance, her heart racing , this was not what she had planned for her exciting night out.

girl felt a hand grab at her hair and pull her forward, she was led up a short path and into a what smelt like a barn, aromas of hay and animal smells surrounded her senses. she heard whispers and it seemed that there were a lot of people in the barn, she felt eyes burning into her. she was led deep into the room and felt like she was walking up some steps. girl was then walked a few more paces and left, suddenly she heard someone shout out ‘lets see the merchandise” with that girl felt her blouse been cut away and her skirt fall to the floor, she could do nothing she felt helpless and afraid, she felt like she was about to pee her pants…

girl then felt something metal against her skin, like a knife it was cutting away at her new bra, girl’s eyes started to fill with tears at the though of what would happen, she then heard the same voice whisper to her, “do not cry little one, we will look after you, after all you are worth a lot of money and these people what to inspect what they are paying for”. girl was then pushed backwards onto something that felt like a dentist chair but not exactly, her panties had now been cut away and girl lay naked on the chair. she had her legs stretched and secured so as all could see her juicy pussy, she was raised slightly so as her breast were displayed too. What happened next was just like the start or an auction, girl realised what was happening, she was be auctioned off for sex, girl closed her eyes and tried to block what was going on and think about being in her flat with her girlfriend enjoying a few wines and a few sensual kisses.

However girl could not block out completely as she felt hands all over her, opening her, inspecting her, examining her, girl was just a plaything for her captures to use and make money from. That was exactly what they had planned to do, girl was now their sex slave and part of girl had too admit this excited her and made her burn deep inside.

pups and Sara

pups was in mall when she bumped into this blond girl who appeared lost. The blond introduced herself as Sara explaining she was a uni student and had lost her way to the carpark, pups offered to help.
They both started to walk towards the carpark, Sara opened the back door of her car and pups leaned in to place some parcels, next she feels herself pushed down inside the car. Sara has a small knife telling pupsl not to scream, pups is very scared. Sara leans forward onto pups and cuts away pups attire, pups lies still and exposed petrified that she is going to be cut .Sara climbs over pups face forcing her pussy down onto her mouth instructing her to lick all her juices. Suddenly pupsl hears footsteps, Sara speaks to a boy without warning girl feels her pussy spread open and a thick hard cock forced deep inside her, she jerks but cannot scream or move, Sara tells her too be still and take it or she will be hurt, pups lies there and is fucked like a ragdoll while she has pussy ground onto her mouth and feels Sara’s cum flowing all over her face.

pups first thoughts on her submission

When pups barked for the first time she knew it was pathetic, she felt that she was not letting herself go and that she was holding back from pleasing You both. pupsl was feeling stiff, lifeless and restrained at the start but once she allowed herself to let go a little pups felt her mind blurring.

During puppygirls' training she started to feel like she was in a trance like state, that even though she felt pain from the whip it was as if her whole body had come alive, like she was on fire. she felt as if she was on a high she was no longer in control and this made pups feel free and complete. pups remembers feeling like nothing else mattered except the pleasure of her Owners. pupsl felt a rush of adrenalin run through her when Master D restricted her breathing slightly it was amazing knowing that pups had no control and fully trusted another to do no harm to her. pups felt sensual open and completely vulnerable and loved every minute, it was sensational to go so deep within herself and to lose herself completely allowing another to have full control of her.

Poem for Ms D

From the moment pupsl set eyes on You
she was consumed with passion,
the desire to touch You
to kiss You to serve You to be Yours,
Your little puppygirl my Ms D
You dominate her dreams,
You fill her head with sensual thoughts,
You are the most beautiful sensual creature,
erotic and tormenting pups is complete around You

Ms D You are always there
in front of pups when she closes her eyes
Your tender lips teasing and enticing,
how she longs to kiss them softly tenderly lovingly
Your eyes are sultry dangerous and alluring
pups feels herself falling deeper after every look.

Your body is amazing, perfect in every way
Your skin glows with passion,
Your breasts begging to be caressed
Your legs elegant and slender,
Ms D pups wants You like no other
she will prove herself to You,
Your are her inspiration
her motivation to achieve,
to please You to be Yours completely,
to be collared and owned
pups cannot think of a better life
You fill her with spirit,
You are her passion her pain
she is nothing without You,
You are pups world

Ms D Your touch is like electricity
flowing through pups body,
all inside of her, coming alive burning for You
As the time we spend together passes
pups is on fire,
her body burns for You.

pups permitted orgasm

Master D pups orgasm last night went right through her whole body it was an amazing sensation, it was like a fire burning deep inside of her and finally was allowed to be released she could feel her whole self alive within. This was one of the best orgasms pups has had for some time by herself Thank You Master D. pups could feel her juices trickling down her thigh as she teased her clitoris and rubbed the oil all over her pussy

Master D pups did hold off on her orgasm a couple of times as she did wish to experience the fullness and intensity of it. When she pushed her vibrator deep inside of her she felt all her muscles contract hard around the pink plastic squeezing it tighter trying to draw it further inside of her. pups pushed harder and deeper her mind was buzzing and she is very thankful to You for the privilege.

Dressing for the first outing

Questions, questions, questions that was all Master D asked, no emotions just straight to the point intrusive questions, hitting pups right in her heart. What if she answered wrong, or even worse what if my answers proved to them both how unworthy of their training pups was...

The tension built, pups head began to ache, pups just wanted to be accepted to be owned, to be taken on a journey that would change her life forever..

The meeting day had come, puppygirl as I was now known rushed home to prepare. pups had been instructed to be ready quickly at 520pm, her phone rang, she saw the name her heart skipped a beat, she started to breathe heavily as if trying to force oxygen into her lungs, pups felt the anxiety building up inside like flames in a burning fire.. she answered meekly no confidence came through, how pathetic she must of sounded, god they are never going to want her now.

Master D spelt out her instructions, afterwards she found herself in a panic it was 540pm and she was to be at the gallery at 7pm she would never ,make it she still had to dress , she felt as this was an impossible task yet pups focused as all she wanted was to prove her worth, to be accepted and loved...

cloths were flung left right and centre, she looked at her final choice and looked in the mirror, this would have to do, pups had been working out and she did look ok, but why did she feel she was not good enough..

The Start

On a cold July night was when it all started.....

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