Alive

Master D when pups woke up her mind was in another world, she knew where she was but she felt separated from her body, her knees hurt yet she wanted to stay on them, to force the pain away.

she does admit that on Saturday pups thought at one time she was going to break down and cry but she could not do that she had to be strong. pups feels that the more she is with you and Ms D the more she can endure, she hopes this is true. she wants to be pushed and to feel herself let go again, she wants to go deeper and embrace her submission fully she wants to drown it to know what it is to be free.

When she was chained to the cross and You made her cry this was a good feeling, she was not afraid she wants to hide nothing from You or Ms D, she felt as if she was cleansing her soul and that her emotions where been released from her, her body begged to feel the whip caress her and the pain got lost in her pleasure she felt alive for the first time.

Master D with the puppy food well what can pups say she likes chicken, beef is yucky but in saying that she was thankful and grateful for Your choice of brand, it showed her that she was looked after and loved, even though she needed no proof. Who was pups kidding of course she needed proof, she did not love herself so how could she believe she would be loved by others.

When she was taken to the shower she knew what went on yet her mind had let go, at that point in time she was Yours. You could of done anything to her and she would not of stopped you she was under your control, she was like a puppet on a string.

Reflecting on it now this does scare her a little but it is exciting too, she could not believe her reaction to the cold water, it was just cold water but it freaked her, she had been so wrapped up in her special safe world that the shock from the cold water, sent her mind into panic, she could not focus on the fact that it was just cold water, it was to her like acid.

Master D pups thanks You for pushing her limits, she was not scared when she felt the knife against her flesh, she trusted You, she enjoyed the tickle and the sharpness, the fact that You could cut her to pieces at any point if You so desired, the danger of the game she was playing.