Tuesday, July 04, 2006

The Apartment

Ms D emailed the instructions, pups was to wear her favourite red cocktail dress, she was to do her hair 80's style, mmm was Ms crazy, pups would look silly walking through the city tot he meeting point.. Yet that was how pups felt, Ms D had given instructions and pups was to follow.

pups showered, shaved and smoothed her pussy, rubbing sweet smelling lotion all over her, she wanted to be clean, to look her best for whatever may happen.

Master D had given pups the address and a phone number she was to ring when she got to the apartment at 2pm. she was told to walk inside into the main lobby text she had arrived then wait for further instructions.

pups could feel her heart pounding, she was nervous, very nervous, she had only met Master Philip once and that had been the night of the gallery opening. she felt so inferior in his presence, like she was been judged, yet this was all in her head. pups was telling herself stories again, making life more complicated, he was not judging her, pups was doing the judgment, again pups told herself she was not good enough, she would not be loved. When would she get it, of course nobody would love her or think her good enough, not until pups forgave herself and saw the beautiful radiant being that she was. Only then would she be loved, she would be loved by the most important person, herself.. Yet all of this was too far fetched for pups to comprehend, however one day she would see..

Master Philip brought pups out of her daze, he walked like a man with a purpose, full of grace and gentle pups even though nervous felt safe, she knew that she would be ok in his care while waiting for Master D and Ms D to arrive.

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