Thursday, March 29, 2007

perverse thoughts of a slut

The rain started to spit, she started to feel the cold night air chill her bones, she should of been at the party two hours ago, but as usual her poor excuse for car had let her done. She had the bonnet up and was trying to see if it was an easy fix. The she heard a car slowly drive up...Thank god help, she would be at the party in no time...

From the car two tall dark figures emerged, girl felt a shiver run down her spine, the taller one walked over and pleasantly asked if they could assist, she explained the car had just died and that she just wanted to get to her party and if they could do anything to help.... Mmm a slight grin appeared on the taller ones face as he moved closer to her, "of course my dear we will definitely help you" suddenly from no where he grabbed hold of her and placed a hankie over her mouth, within seconds she was floating, her legs felt like jelly, she could not control herself as she collapsed.

Hours passed she felt woozy her mouth was dry and crusty and she felt very cold...she tried to move yet something held her down. She could see it was dark , her eyes were open or where they she was so confused disorientated and scared, she had no idea what was going on...she heard footsteps and low whispering voices slowly getting louder and louder till they were on top of her..."ahh our little girl is awake, now we can have some fun"

she felt a warm wet sensation trickle over her body and the smell... oh my god it took a couple of seconds to register...he was pissing on her, "mmm bet the sluts thirsty too, lets give her a drink"' she clamped her mouth shout : Now girlie play nice or else you will really suffer" with that she felt her jaw been forced open with a metal gag inserted, her mouth now was wide open, a tear slowly slid down the side of her face across her cheek bone, she was scared, what was happening... The she felt the liquid in her mouth she tried to spit it out yet her mouth was bound open "swallow bitch" was all she heard before a sharp pain stung her face..he slapped her hard again.."bitch you are ours, we have you now and you are going to surrender yourself and love it".

She felt the other mans cock slip into her mouth, again the warm sensation came, "she has definitely be well watered" lets see how well she can perform...she was then pulled up from the lying position she had been in for hours, her binds undone...she was instructed to get on all fours like the dog she was.. she couldn't move, she just knelt their frozen to the spot. The shorter one grabbed at her hair yanking her hard :slut on your knees now" he pulled her forward the pain should down her spine as he pulled harder on her hair... she was forced down, her hands classed in front and her legs opened wide, a bar was placed between them... she was completely exposed to the world.. "mmm very nice all her holes are accessible, lets show this bitch what she was bred for"

With that she felt a slight pain in her butt, oh my good he was going to fuck her up the arse, she tried desperately to wriggle free, but she was held down tightly and nothing she did would prevent what was about to happen, no amount of struggling or begging would free her. suddenly she let out a huge scream he had forced his cock deep inside her stretching her wide, he was thrusting hard in and out with the momentum picking up on each stroke..:like it bitch don't you, now don't lie, you want this, you wanted to be fucked like the little whore you are" tears were streaming down her face from under the blindfold, she felt a hand at her pussy.."the little slut is enjoying this *SLAP*" "You fucking whore, your soaking wet, and we have only just started with you" with that he plunged two fingers into her cunt, then pulled them out just as abruptly..he wafted them around her nose, "smell slut, see how hot you are, he then forced his fingers into her mouth "clean them now, suck your juices girl"

The taller one was still pounding hard at her arse.."she is stretching very nicely, after a few days of training, she is going to do as proud, we should get some good money for this one"

Monday, March 19, 2007

bound to please


glad wrapped pups


Masters' slut

pups had been taken out by Master, she had danced all night moving among other beautiful girls, pups imagined taking these sluts home to Master, presenting them to him. How please pups thought Master would be to have them laid out for him to use and be pleasured by, yet tonight was not the night, tonight Master had other plans for pups...

The music came to and end and so did the dancing, light went on and the crowd slowly dispersed. Master called for pups to follow him up on stage, she stood to the side waiting patiently as Master spoke to the band members. Whilst pups waited her mind drifted of 9as it does on many occasion) she started to recall the conversation she had had with Master a few days before, confessing how she wanted Master to scare her, to push her boundaries further that he had ever pushed them before. pups remembered him teasing and tormenting her that if she was good he may make her wish come true tonight..pups heart started to race, she started to think what she had done, she knew that Master would not mess around that he would do as she wished..pups started to feel slightly nervous did she still trust Master could she play the game could she let go and submit again.

pups was pulled from her daydream as Master called her to his side, she followed quietly no questions. pups had learnt never to question Master, just to follow and obey. Master walked her out onto the balcony and told her to sit, pups did so and waited for further instructions. Master sat with his friends and talked, pups head was floaty, she felt safe and calm...yet this was not about to last...

Master stood up and told pups to follow, of course she did, she was led to a small room and told to sit down on the lower bunk... pups did so without question, Master undid his pants and told pups to suck, pups obeyed and slowly took Masters gift...see nothing to worry up thought pups Master just wanted pleasure that was all pups was safe...suddenly Master withdrew and whispered what a filthy little slut pups had been, how she had been teasing the boys on the dance floor with her dancing and now she was going to pay... Master zipped himself up and told pups that she was to stay sitting on the bed and to suck every cock that was presented to her...then he left closing the door quietly behind him...for a moment pups thought he was joking then as the door slowly opened she realised how serious he was...her heart was beating uncontrollably as the person got closer to the bed...her head was fuzzy and all sorts of scenarios started going through her mind...she could be raped she was in this room with a stranger..where was Master oh my god what had she done...slowly she calmed herself and realised that this was the game.. Master had set her up and all she had to do was what she was told... nothing was going to happen to her.. she was safe wasn't she?????

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Surrender

For years pups had been telling herself that she was pathetic, that no one would ever like her let alone love the real pups, pups did not belong... So pups created these barriers, she had trapped herself, in this cage, she had hidden the real pups from the world... She was never going to allow her true nature to shine, that way she would never feel pain, she would never be rejected, she would never be hurt.. Yet what pups was soon to discover was that actually allowing her true nature to bloom was like watching a butterfly evolve, pups was the butterfly her true being was pure beauty. However what she had been doing for all these years was actually denying herself her birth right, she was slowly killing herself, drowning in her hatred her resentment for herself and in doing all this she had disconnected herself from the world she had become separate, this person that she had created did not belong... ahhh but was this the truth no pups did belong, all she had to do was see it for herself see her beauty see her love for life and be with the pain... Master D and Ms D had given her a gift they had pushed her supported her and allowed her to see herself to embrace what she really is..

Monday, August 14, 2006

The Trial

Sitting there naked and exposed, Master D looking straight at me with those confronting eyes, everybody else in the room quiet and still waiting for the decision, waiting for the punishment of pups.

I felt as if I wanted to scream, to yell at them tell them that it was not my fault, tell then that they too played a part in this and it was not just me, yet it was me. I had created this, I was the one responsible for the case, and I now had to accept whatever punishment Master D and Ms D deemed appropriate.

As I looked over at Master D, I felt the fear build deep inside of me, I already new what my punishment was, I had created it outside it the hallway, I had wrote down exactly what was going to happen. I was going to be sent home, I knew that this was the end of the relationship as we all knew it, it was the end of puppygirls ownership.

However I just sat their daring Master D to do his worst, even though this fear of loss and abandonment was growing inside me I knew it had to be this way. Embracing this punishment accepting the rejection was the final step of my training as a submissive, I had to be taught this lesson to continue on this journey, pups journey of life...

Thursday, July 20, 2006

The Blue Case

pups was sure that when her, Ms redlips and cara got out of that taxi the blue suitcase came too.. yet unknown to pups it had been left in the boot of the taxi and by doing so, pups life was now about to change forever..

When Master D realised that the case was missing, he looked as if the world was about to end, yet suddenly in the blink of an eye he changed. pups had been irresponsle, she had been given on little task to do and yet she could not even get that right. All she had to do was look after the blue case thats all nothing too mind blowing, yet as per usual pups managed to screw it up.

That case had everything, the payment for the performance, Master D's gas masks and most importantly the keys to Master's cock cage...

pups felt as if the whole world was plotting against her, why does this always happen to her. It is so unfair, life is unfair pups thought, oh why can't she do anything right.

Master D sent her downstairs to look for the case, when her fears had been confirmed that the case had not come from the taxi, pups was too scared to go upstairs. Master D was going to be so angry, he was going to send her away forever and who could really blame him, pups had lost the blue case.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Jealousy

When pups saw her, saw the slut she felt that it was all over... pups could never compete with that, the slut had a body to die for Master and Ms would forget pups.
pups collected the slut from the bus stop as she instructed, oh how she wished she could just leave her there and go play with Master and Ms herself, what was going on why was pups feeling so insecure, oh yeah the slut had this amazing figure and she was comfortable within herself.

pups phone rang this pulled her out of her daydream, Master told pups to take slut to her car and then to proceed and follow Master without actually looking like she was following anyone. Surely pups could not fuck that up... ahh thank god pups followed the instructions and got the slut to the drop of point and left her... pups went to the arranged meeting place yet of course she stuffed that up and had to be saved by Master D, story of her life hey.

Well that was just the start the day just got worse and worse, instead of pups embracing the gift that was given to her, pups just made the whole day about herself, she craved attention, she wanted to be seen yet for all the wrong reasons, pups wanted to belong she felt that she had something to prove to be accepted and the harder she tried the more she made everything about her. Master D and Ms were not impressed and why should they have been pups was just playing her game of manipulation, she was jealous of slut getting all the attention, and this resulted in pups behaving like the spoilt child...

Master D gave pups every opportunity to acknowlege what was going on and to accept it and use it to empower herself, yet pups just stayed oscillating in her insecurities and her fear.
That night pups was banished outside, while Master D and Ms continued to use the slut, all pups could do was listen to the moans and squeals, while she lay curled up on her blanket. Silly silly pups all she had to do was let go and embrace her emotions and use them instead of allowing them to use her, one day she will see.

Monday, July 10, 2006

The Closet

Master Philip led pups from the lobby,towards the lifts. He motioned for her to get in the far one, and he proceeded behind her hitting number 9 on the panel. The doors closed, pups felt a slight panic rise in her, what the hell was she doing, she did not know this man, he could be anyone, he could do anything, why was she here, she must be crazy. Yet pups did not run she stood in the corner waiting for the lift to reach its destination, she felt Master Philips eyes on her or was that just her imagination, she darent look at him, she was told not too anyway and she was told not to speak unless spoken too. In a way she was pleased she did not have to try and make polite conversation, what would she say to this man anyway, he would just laugh at her after all, look at him, he was a god, and pups well she was just pups. They got to the room and Master Philip, motioned pups in with her bags in tow, she was instructed to leave the bags at the door, and to follow Master Philip into the bedroom. Oh my good what was he going to do, no he would not hurt pups he did not give out such vibes, yet pups was still fearful, she did trust Master and Mistress and she remembered how Master Philip had made her feel slightly at ease the night of the gallery opening, she knew she could trust him although she did not know why.

Master Philip motioned to the closet, he told pups to get in and start her mediation exercises, she crawled in and sat up against the wall, it was a bit awkward to sit in the cocktail dress, the split fell open and revealed the tops of her lacy stockings, she pulled the material together as best she could while Master Philip went and got water, her returned with the water and a small gold cushion. pups looked at the cushion and gratefully thanked Master Philip, he handed her the water and then pulled the door closed, she was in semi darkness. How long was she to be in here, how long till she would see her Master and Mistress. pups settled, crossed her legs and started her breathing exercises, slowly her mind began to slow, calmness started to wash over her, this was were she belonged.