Monday, August 14, 2006

The Trial

Sitting there naked and exposed, Master D looking straight at me with those confronting eyes, everybody else in the room quiet and still waiting for the decision, waiting for the punishment of pups.

I felt as if I wanted to scream, to yell at them tell them that it was not my fault, tell then that they too played a part in this and it was not just me, yet it was me. I had created this, I was the one responsible for the case, and I now had to accept whatever punishment Master D and Ms D deemed appropriate.

As I looked over at Master D, I felt the fear build deep inside of me, I already new what my punishment was, I had created it outside it the hallway, I had wrote down exactly what was going to happen. I was going to be sent home, I knew that this was the end of the relationship as we all knew it, it was the end of puppygirls ownership.

However I just sat their daring Master D to do his worst, even though this fear of loss and abandonment was growing inside me I knew it had to be this way. Embracing this punishment accepting the rejection was the final step of my training as a submissive, I had to be taught this lesson to continue on this journey, pups journey of life...

Thursday, July 20, 2006

The Blue Case

pups was sure that when her, Ms redlips and cara got out of that taxi the blue suitcase came too.. yet unknown to pups it had been left in the boot of the taxi and by doing so, pups life was now about to change forever..

When Master D realised that the case was missing, he looked as if the world was about to end, yet suddenly in the blink of an eye he changed. pups had been irresponsle, she had been given on little task to do and yet she could not even get that right. All she had to do was look after the blue case thats all nothing too mind blowing, yet as per usual pups managed to screw it up.

That case had everything, the payment for the performance, Master D's gas masks and most importantly the keys to Master's cock cage...

pups felt as if the whole world was plotting against her, why does this always happen to her. It is so unfair, life is unfair pups thought, oh why can't she do anything right.

Master D sent her downstairs to look for the case, when her fears had been confirmed that the case had not come from the taxi, pups was too scared to go upstairs. Master D was going to be so angry, he was going to send her away forever and who could really blame him, pups had lost the blue case.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Jealousy

When pups saw her, saw the slut she felt that it was all over... pups could never compete with that, the slut had a body to die for Master and Ms would forget pups.
pups collected the slut from the bus stop as she instructed, oh how she wished she could just leave her there and go play with Master and Ms herself, what was going on why was pups feeling so insecure, oh yeah the slut had this amazing figure and she was comfortable within herself.

pups phone rang this pulled her out of her daydream, Master told pups to take slut to her car and then to proceed and follow Master without actually looking like she was following anyone. Surely pups could not fuck that up... ahh thank god pups followed the instructions and got the slut to the drop of point and left her... pups went to the arranged meeting place yet of course she stuffed that up and had to be saved by Master D, story of her life hey.

Well that was just the start the day just got worse and worse, instead of pups embracing the gift that was given to her, pups just made the whole day about herself, she craved attention, she wanted to be seen yet for all the wrong reasons, pups wanted to belong she felt that she had something to prove to be accepted and the harder she tried the more she made everything about her. Master D and Ms were not impressed and why should they have been pups was just playing her game of manipulation, she was jealous of slut getting all the attention, and this resulted in pups behaving like the spoilt child...

Master D gave pups every opportunity to acknowlege what was going on and to accept it and use it to empower herself, yet pups just stayed oscillating in her insecurities and her fear.
That night pups was banished outside, while Master D and Ms continued to use the slut, all pups could do was listen to the moans and squeals, while she lay curled up on her blanket. Silly silly pups all she had to do was let go and embrace her emotions and use them instead of allowing them to use her, one day she will see.

Monday, July 10, 2006

The Closet

Master Philip led pups from the lobby,towards the lifts. He motioned for her to get in the far one, and he proceeded behind her hitting number 9 on the panel. The doors closed, pups felt a slight panic rise in her, what the hell was she doing, she did not know this man, he could be anyone, he could do anything, why was she here, she must be crazy. Yet pups did not run she stood in the corner waiting for the lift to reach its destination, she felt Master Philips eyes on her or was that just her imagination, she darent look at him, she was told not too anyway and she was told not to speak unless spoken too. In a way she was pleased she did not have to try and make polite conversation, what would she say to this man anyway, he would just laugh at her after all, look at him, he was a god, and pups well she was just pups. They got to the room and Master Philip, motioned pups in with her bags in tow, she was instructed to leave the bags at the door, and to follow Master Philip into the bedroom. Oh my good what was he going to do, no he would not hurt pups he did not give out such vibes, yet pups was still fearful, she did trust Master and Mistress and she remembered how Master Philip had made her feel slightly at ease the night of the gallery opening, she knew she could trust him although she did not know why.

Master Philip motioned to the closet, he told pups to get in and start her mediation exercises, she crawled in and sat up against the wall, it was a bit awkward to sit in the cocktail dress, the split fell open and revealed the tops of her lacy stockings, she pulled the material together as best she could while Master Philip went and got water, her returned with the water and a small gold cushion. pups looked at the cushion and gratefully thanked Master Philip, he handed her the water and then pulled the door closed, she was in semi darkness. How long was she to be in here, how long till she would see her Master and Mistress. pups settled, crossed her legs and started her breathing exercises, slowly her mind began to slow, calmness started to wash over her, this was were she belonged.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Letter of appreciation to Master

My Dearest Master D,

When she handed over everything it was a sense of release, pups wants to be controlled she wants to let go of her mind, body and soul.

When she went out with no bag, or money or phone she new if You both choose she could of been left out on the street, this did scare her a little but she trusted You and she knews deep within her heart You would not hurt her or allow her to become hurt, she was your little puppy.

Master D letting go and only having the choice to walk away was the greatest feeling pups could have. pups was happy, complete, she was whole and found pleasure in serving You and Ms D during that magical weekend.

Master D pups misses her cage even though it was only for a couple of nights it became part of her, she felt safe and secure it reinforced her dreams that one day You may own her.
pups thanks You for pushing her limits and she feels You both are understanding her more and more as time passes and she truly is loving every bit of this journey even though it can be hard at times but she is amazed that how having focus creates results and pups is thankful for learning this.

Master D what You and Ms D have shown and taught her is invaluable to date, pups understands more and more that to be complete and happy this is her life.

pups now can see that in The Story of O how O could actual surrender herself in the way she did, pups thought the branding scene was harsh and how could anyone do that but now she understands it is a need to please and to be complete ( pups is not saying she wants a red hot branding poker pressed up against her soft delicate arse. she merly wishes to express that she feels she can start to relate how O managed to tune out)

pups also feels that her pain threshold is improving and that she is starting to focus her mind and block some things out, especially with her feet, she was very surprised that she could allow her feet to be touched but now knows what surrendering means.

goodnight Master D
pups

pups first brazillian

Ms D had instructed pups to get her pussy waxed, no more of this messy shaving biz, Ms wanted pups to be smooth and soft to the touch, no unsightly cuts or grazes.

pups made the appointment for the Thursday evening, she flew the following night to be with Master D and Ms.
It was really strange pups a few months ago would have been so self conscious about been exposed the way she was but tonight she just lay there with the towel lightly draped over her and she did not feel uncomfortable, the only time she felt strange was when the wax was taken of it certain areas Ouch. pups thought of the end result and that got her through the worst in fact it was no where near as bad as pups had imagined. Ms D pups felt that she was very well be behaved she whimpered a little but most of the time she lay there and let the woman do her stuff, pups did fantasise about a young hot trainee doing pups waxing, mmm that would of been nice. pups left the salon feeling very sexy as well as amazed at how relax she was through the whole thing and how smooth her pussy was. pups promised herself that she would never shave again.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Disconnected

For years pups had been telling herself that she was pathetic, that no-one would ever like her let alone love her the real pups... so pups put up barriers, she created this cage inside of her a trapped the real pups, the pure essence of her being away forever... pups was never going to allow her true self to shine, that way she would never be hurt, she would never feel pain. yet what pups was actually doing was denying herself, killing herself drowning in the pure hatred she had for herself, and the realisation of this was pups was disconnected she was seperate from the world seperate from herself.

As if by magic Ms came into her life, to pups Ms was this divine Goddess she was the woman pups wanted to be, the erotic sensual being . Ms was pups inspiration, she had her placed high up on a pedestal, Ms was perfect in every way, how could pups ever be like that. pups started to question why Ms would even give her the time of day, she was nothing and yet Ms was spending this time with her, how long would it last, how long before Ms found out that pups was worthless.

Essay on "Slut" for Master

Well here is a word “SLUT”, what does it mean,,

According to the Oxford English dictionary slut means, “ a slovenly, dirty woman, a slatter. A women of loose morals, A prostitute.

To many people in this society slut is a worthless piece of trash, a girl that has sexual encounters with anyone, one who dresses in low cut tops and short skirts, and who have no respect for themselves, well this is a what most of our modern day society would define a slut as, well do we not live in such a nice society people.

Not this woman, slut to her is a beautiful word, it is a complement, it is praise, pups is proud to be called a slut. To pups ‘slut’ means a strong confident, powerful woman, who has embraced her sexuality and holds very little inhibitions if any, puppy is true to her being.

What are these moral standards, well for one a girl who embraces her sexuality and is open and true is critised and degraded, while a man who does the same is put on a pedestal and worshipped, what is the difference, none….

Within the bdsm community unlike the vanilla world we as women can embrace our sexuality in ways that are frowned upon when we are growing up, we can be true to ourselves, explore are deepest kinkiest desires, we can drop the ‘façade’ of miss prim and proper or the sweet pure innncoent angel that some have labled us with, we can live.

Sarah gallick commented that there are three types of sluts, economic, lifestyle and the spiritual slut. The economic slut is one that prostitutes herself for money, valuable gifts, life advancement, or power over others. The lifestyle slut who openly fucks others for pleasure and as a form of socializing and then there is the spiritual slut who fucks others through compassion for them or through the desire to submerge herself in her sexuality.Of course, this typology is crude. All sluts (women, too) to one degree or another share some of the characteristics of these three types.

If you are a man, can you call a woman a slut without having thoughts of derision, disrespect, or denigration enter your mind whether or not you actually intended an insult?

If you are a woman, can you call yourself a slut without at the back of your mind feeling you have cheapened or insulted yourself in comparison with other women -- or your mother?
Perhaps a more significant test would be something like this. Could you image introducing yourself like this --
"Hi there! My name is sara. I'm a lifestyle slut and I enjoy casual fucking. I'd really like a good fuck sometime with you if you're interested. I do practice safe sex, though. OK?"
If you could feel comfortable doing this, then I would say you were cured of the cultural poison of fearing being called a slut, but I suspect that very few of us, even the "sexually-free" ones, actually can. I think this is indeed why women are relying on the crutch of spiritual sexuality. Really, it does not alter the reality of being a slut, but it might make it easier to be one. (New age quest)

Sluts should never be embaressed about flauting their slutness. How you dress, how you behave announces you are a slut and that you are been true to yourself. So wear those skin tight boob tubes, sheer tops, no panties and minis, who cares what others think or how they judge, the important thing is to feel free to love what you are and to love to show off yourself.

Exercise you sexual power consciously, enjoy the self confidence and thrill you get from being a slut. Flirt seduce and captivate people. Understand that your sluttiness affirms life and pleasure and always remember that all these social relations and experiences are truly valuable to you.

The Catholic church was built on sluts…
We love them from Mary Magdalene to Dorothy Day. The church has a long tradition of welcoming sluts, learning from their conversions and ultimately canonizing them.

Sluts can see themselves as sacred whores, who affirm life and pleasure. They can give and take -- they don't have to be used or users. They can be sex therapists and teach other people to be comfortable with their bodies and their sexuality. Sluts give other people a lot of pleasure, love and inspiration, and they should also be respected for that, not talked about like they are used, victimized, diseased, stupid, or hateful.
Be an example to others. Sluts have a very marginal status in this society. Their brave flaunting of tradition can be an example to other people who want to be different or who are already shut out of mainstream society. Sluts' proud ownership of their own bodies sets a good example to others who secretly desire to do something, but are afraid to do it.

Been a slut is to accept the dark path within you, understand that you are consciously choosing a path which many in this society refuse to respect or accept. Many think of you as corrupt, immoral or even wicked- in a sense you are all these things, you have choosen the dark path. However, by looking within yourself and accepting your descision you also understand that within you there is a heart, goodness, light and beauty. By accepting the power the dark path has over you does not mean that you are bad or an evil person, to this slut it means that you are a complex person with many needs and motivations. Therefore embrace this power, enjoy the power the dark path has within you for it gives you strength and vitality and illuminates your life as a slut.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

pups expressions of Masters' love for Ms

You are my life You are my world,
Your beauty is pure and divine.
Since the moment I met You I have fallen
intoxicated by Your spirit
You are my love, my true one, my best friend
You complete me and for that I adore You.

Your skin is soft and smooth like silk
Your eyes burn deep into my soul
I lose myself wrapped up in your arms
In Your warmth in Your love I feel free.
I want You more and more each day
to talk to laugh to cry to be.

I love no other the way i love You
i give thanks for finding You
for been able to share my life with You
to hold You to kiss You to love You
to protect and to care for You
the way You do for me.

pups and pussyboy

puppy sits here quietly on her freshly washed pink blanket chewing at her paw, pondering on what little mischievous she may get up to..

mmm pups thinks of playing with pussyboy, hearing him hiss and swipe at puppy with his sharp little claws, pups is not scared she gets closer she's excited and wants to play.

her tail waggles back and forth her bottom wiggling slightly, she pounces on pussy making him meow, hiss and scream, pups nips at his ear and cops a swipe across her nose from those sharp claws, a little trickle of blood drips down her nose.

Nasty pussyboy does not want to play, pups is brave and does not stop, she starts to chase pussyboy up over the lounge, over the table and in the madness the pretty flowers Mistress put in the vase topples over pups looks at pussyboy and then back at the mess. They a re going to get it now Ms was only just saying how pretty those flowers looked and how pleased she was with her creation. pups no longer excited more like petrified of whets going to happen when her Owners get home. she scampers of to the cupboard tail between her legs where she will stay hiding insignificant completely out of the way. she knows Master and Mistress will be very upset and if the see pussyboy first he will get the severity of the punishment, so pups thinks. pups sat as quiet as can been in the darkness, her mind racing, how was she going to get out of this one,, mmm she would blame pussyboy, after all if he had played in the first place this would not have happened. Yes yes yes it was pussyboy pups would take no responsibility Master would look at those big blue puppy eyes and see that pups is good, oh how good was pups at this manipulation...

Little did puppy realise Master and Ms had long picked up on this dysfunction of pups, she would soon learn.

The Kiss

Master had spoken with the others out on the porch, now it was pups turn, still worried about her voice, pups walked oout onto the rickety wood, sheilding her eyes from the brilliant sun. Master D was sat tall in his chair, smiling... Why was he smiling the fact that pups had no voice she could not bark and yet Master was smiling. Well if Master did not seemed concerned by this then pups would let it go. After all these were her thoughts not Masters and her thoughts and feelings did not matter, all that pups had to be concerned with was that she had choosen to be of service to her Master and Mistress and thats what she would do bark or no bark.

Suddenly Master stood up walked across to pups and told her to close her eyes, pups did as she was told, her heart started to beat faster, she could feel the delicate little hairs on the back of her neck prick up was was Master going to do.

Was he know going to punish her for losing her bark was this it had he just be playing with her, was she now going to suffer. Lips brushed softly against hers, somoene was kissing her, her mouth opened in response, this was not just any kiss this kiss set her whole body alight, it was pure electricty running through her veins, this was the passionate kiss from her Master.

Ms D, pups and pinkie

Lying there on the lounge floor, spread for all to see pups felt exposed vulnerable and excited, there was nothing she could do. It was an amazing feeling, knowing that You had all this power over her, when she felt Your fist slip in it was like her body had released itself, she was full, stretched and free.

When Ms got her strap on and slowly pushed it inside of pups and started to move inside her she could feel every nerve stand on end, her whole pussy ached to orgasm, the sensualness of Ms moving pinkie, pups wanted it deeper and deeper. With each hard thrust pups could feel herself getting closer and closer to orgasm but she stopped herself.

When she was bed over the desk pups was at first surprised at how easy pinky slipped into her butt, the stretching along with the thrusting opened her up completely. pups again was lost, her whole body was controlled by the thrusting and the way Ms held onto her hind quarters, pups let go, her mind was calm and quiet she was at peace. pups did not want Ms to stop, she wanted it harder and Ms was fantastic, pups cannot even think that she has had such good hard fuck like that by anyone, (at least not in a sober state) pups loved that she felt every inch of Ms pushing deeper and deeper and how Ms touched and reached parts of her that she has never had touched before.

pups could think of nothing her whole body ws at the mercy of Ms and pinkie, she had never in her life felt this sexually free, it was bliss her bliss, she let go and let herself drift of to the other world her world.

puppy laringitis

Oh my god.... pups could not believe it she knew she was calling in sick, yet she did not really want to be sick. Although on further examination she did not feel sick it was just her voice, pups had lost her voice, her bark was gone... How was pups going to perform, what had she done, Master and MS would be so disappointed, tonight was the ball, pups had responsibilities, obligations. pups had a little pussyboy to initiate, how was she going to do all this, how was she going to be puppy.

Her phone rang, Master D on hearing pups pathetic croak burst into laughter, what was so funny, pups had no voice and Master found it amusing what was going on.. He was not mad, pups could not understand. Master D was the complete opposite, he had found humour in pups predicament, he even showed her compassion and concern, not anger. pups was very very confused how could He not be mad at her after all she was cursing herself for being so stupid, she had ruined everything even before the night had started.. Yet here was Master telling her to take plenty of honey and lemon and to rest her voice and He would see her in a few hours. pups hung up the phone and just stared at it she could not believe it she could not believe that Master had acted that way. mmm what was going on was he just been nice for now was she going to really get it when she saw him and Ms... That was it he was going to punish her with Ms,pups started to get all sooky telling herself she should be punished she did this yet on the same note she turned and started to think that it was unfair why should she be punished it wasn't her fault that she had lost her bark or was it...

pups had cock

He turned up at 845pm 6 pack in arm and a big grin across his face, pups was excited that she was going to get some hard cock inside of her.

Master D she invited him in and sat on the couch, her legs were spread slightly as if daring him to touch, she watched him looking at her, taking every bit in, it has been a while since she had seen him and she was wanting to suck that cock, she could see it bulge between his pants, she thought about Your cock Master and how pups loves to suck, lick and tease it.

pups felt his fingers slide up her skirt pulling her panties to the side, she felt his finger brush across her clit ever so gently and then he slipped it deep into her awaiting pussy. pups lent back, spreading her legs wider so he could push a couple more fingers inside, it felt good and pups was already wet.

pups lay on her back like the little slut she is and let him get her pink vibrator and force it deep inside her soaking cunt, pushing it deeper and deeper, making her moan in sheer pleasure, pups took slow deep breaths as she did not want to cum too fast, she wanted to take her time and enjoy this privilege.

pups pulled back and slipped down on her knees, where she belongs and took his cock in her mouth, she tilted her head back and relaxed, thinking about how she took Master and how she wanted to take Him completely. pups allowed her hair to be held and her head to be guided back and forth, she could feel his cock harden, and was making her gag a bit but she continued, she sucked greedily on his cock taking it deeper, she flicked the tip with her tongue searching for the piercing but not on this one, she gently nibbled and then continued her sucking, taking him as deep as she could, allowing him to fuck her month.

He asked pups to get on her hands and knees as he wanted to fuck her pups eagerly complied, that twas when he saw the bruises, he asked pups what they were and pups proudly told him that she had been whipped and spanked by two wonderful people and how this excited pups she then waggled her butt for him, as if showing off her trophies.

He was a little taken a back but wanted to know more, and was a little excited about what pups had told him but not keen to hit pups himself. she felt his cock against her butt but he did not go there instead he thrust his thick cock straight into pups pussy and held her hips tightly forcing himself deeper and deeper into her, pups pushed back begging for more he rubbed and her clit and she felt herself about to cum. she imagined that Master was behind her and that He was about to push his cock deep into her arse while Ms fucked her with her strap on pups felt her juices trickling down her thigh she came hard, her pussy contracting and her whole body tensed up, then she felt him cum, he did a few more thrusts and pulled out pups lent forward and caught her breath.

Afterwards they sat on the couch and watched the movie while pups let him stroke her pussy gently. This went on for a little while then pups took him to bed, she buried herself under the covers and took his cock in her mouth and sucked on it like a baby sucks at its mothers breast, as she sucked she thought of You Master and thanked You for allowing her this it was nice for pups to feel a cock inside of her even if it was for a short time, pups made the most of it and is truly thankful.

Alive

Master D when pups woke up her mind was in another world, she knew where she was but she felt separated from her body, her knees hurt yet she wanted to stay on them, to force the pain away.

she does admit that on Saturday pups thought at one time she was going to break down and cry but she could not do that she had to be strong. pups feels that the more she is with you and Ms D the more she can endure, she hopes this is true. she wants to be pushed and to feel herself let go again, she wants to go deeper and embrace her submission fully she wants to drown it to know what it is to be free.

When she was chained to the cross and You made her cry this was a good feeling, she was not afraid she wants to hide nothing from You or Ms D, she felt as if she was cleansing her soul and that her emotions where been released from her, her body begged to feel the whip caress her and the pain got lost in her pleasure she felt alive for the first time.

Master D with the puppy food well what can pups say she likes chicken, beef is yucky but in saying that she was thankful and grateful for Your choice of brand, it showed her that she was looked after and loved, even though she needed no proof. Who was pups kidding of course she needed proof, she did not love herself so how could she believe she would be loved by others.

When she was taken to the shower she knew what went on yet her mind had let go, at that point in time she was Yours. You could of done anything to her and she would not of stopped you she was under your control, she was like a puppet on a string.

Reflecting on it now this does scare her a little but it is exciting too, she could not believe her reaction to the cold water, it was just cold water but it freaked her, she had been so wrapped up in her special safe world that the shock from the cold water, sent her mind into panic, she could not focus on the fact that it was just cold water, it was to her like acid.

Master D pups thanks You for pushing her limits, she was not scared when she felt the knife against her flesh, she trusted You, she enjoyed the tickle and the sharpness, the fact that You could cut her to pieces at any point if You so desired, the danger of the game she was playing.

End of Melbourne weekend

When she walked out into the cold and turned to face You and say goodbye, pups felt a wave of sadness wash over her, she was leaving her Master and Mistress for she did not know how long, but then she also thought about all she had experienced over the last few days and that made her burn inside.

Master D pups felt that she had changed, she felt strong and confident inside, she waited in the cold but did not feel cold for her taxi. pups reflected back on how she felt when she surrendered and how she felt herself set free. Master D pups had never experienced this before, her mind had let go and she never wanted the feeling to end.

Master D on her trip home, she sat next to a cute boy, throughout the flight she was thinking about how to talk with him, pups is generally, shy and reserved and waits for people to talk with her, but this time, she started to talk with him. pups understands that it is a small thing to do but for her this is an achievement as she did not care if she was rejected or felt silly, the fact was she wanted to speak with him and she did. He even asked her for her number but pups decided that it was not for her and the fact he was actually from Melbourne, this did make pups feel she had achieved something.

pups and the headmistress

pups fantasises about be taken to the Head Mistress's office as she has been a bad girl by playing with the boys behind the bike shed. she is ordered in the Head Mistress office and told to come up to the desk and bend over with her elbows on the table.

Head Mistress moves around from the table and lifts pups skirt up to her waist, she slowly slides her fingers between pups legs and rubs gently at her white cotton panties. pupsl is sopping from her adventures earlier and Head Mistress is not happy, she pulls her panties to one side and pushes a finger straight into pups pussy, wiggles it around and the pulls out.Head Mistress goes round to girl and pushes her cum covered finger into pups mouth and tells her to suck it clean.

Head Mistress tells puppyl what a dirty little slut she has been and for her antics she will be punished. Head Mistress pulls out her cane from her draw and come back up behind pups, telling her to spread her legs wider. puppy does as she is told and suddenly lets out a squeal as Head Mistress brings the cane done across her lilly white arse. Head Mistress pulls pups hair and tells her to be quite or else. puppy bites her lip as she feels the cane across her buttocks again. Head Mistress is calling her names and telling her what a dirty little whore she is and that she will be made to cum for Head Mistress and she will be punished for her behaviour.

Head Mistress stops with the caning and pulls down pups panties and wipes her pussy juices up before shoving them into pups mouth and taping her up.
Head Mistress tells pups that she is going to be fucked like the little prostitute that she is and she is going to thank Head Mistress for the entire experience.
pups is then told to get down on her hands and knees and is made to crawl into the next room. Head Mistress tells her to strip completely and let Head Mistress inspect her whole body before it is used.

Head Mistress pulls out a set of nipple clamps from her jacket and walks up to pups pulling at her nipples as she places the clamps tightly on herl, (this is what happens to my dirty little whores Head Mistress says to pups as she is lead by the chain to a horse like bench).

pups is made to lean over horse and she is the strapped in tightly unable to move. Head Mistress gets out her crop and gives pups another five hard crops across her arse, then calls in the vice principle who stands in front of her with his cock out. Head Mistress instructs pups to suck the cock offered to her as she gets behind pups and forces her hard black dildo up pups sopping pussy. Head Mistress pulls on pups hair as she thrusts hard and fast deep inside. suck harder she is told and feels a slap across her face, you little slut you will learn and you will please...........

The Apartment

Ms D emailed the instructions, pups was to wear her favourite red cocktail dress, she was to do her hair 80's style, mmm was Ms crazy, pups would look silly walking through the city tot he meeting point.. Yet that was how pups felt, Ms D had given instructions and pups was to follow.

pups showered, shaved and smoothed her pussy, rubbing sweet smelling lotion all over her, she wanted to be clean, to look her best for whatever may happen.

Master D had given pups the address and a phone number she was to ring when she got to the apartment at 2pm. she was told to walk inside into the main lobby text she had arrived then wait for further instructions.

pups could feel her heart pounding, she was nervous, very nervous, she had only met Master Philip once and that had been the night of the gallery opening. she felt so inferior in his presence, like she was been judged, yet this was all in her head. pups was telling herself stories again, making life more complicated, he was not judging her, pups was doing the judgment, again pups told herself she was not good enough, she would not be loved. When would she get it, of course nobody would love her or think her good enough, not until pups forgave herself and saw the beautiful radiant being that she was. Only then would she be loved, she would be loved by the most important person, herself.. Yet all of this was too far fetched for pups to comprehend, however one day she would see..

Master Philip brought pups out of her daze, he walked like a man with a purpose, full of grace and gentle pups even though nervous felt safe, she knew that she would be ok in his care while waiting for Master D and Ms D to arrive.

Monday, July 03, 2006

The Melbourne experience

pups was still high from the night before, her mind was racing and she needed to focus, it was as if every nerve in her body was buzzing, she was too emotional in her expression and now realises that she should of used her breathing more. she was upset that she had brought back rubbish coffee, but she should of let it go and not dwell on it this allowed her to not fully focus on her goals, and she feels that that was why she gave into her pain and sat on the concrete instead of stayed kneeling.

When pups saw Ms D she was mesmerised at how beautiful she was, her mannerisms and her coyness. pups could not take her eyes of her, she wanted to scamper up to her and lick her all over.

pups loved how Ms played with her and picked on her even in her submissive role. she was overjoyed that she had been included in the scene by You Master D, pups is fully enjoying exploring this part of her, she adores that she has been set free.

Master D when You started to remove the tape of Ms, pups started to flash back to when Ms had done this to her and she felt the tape been ripped from the skin as if it was now, this excited her, and again she felt the sensations of the tape been torn from her skin, stinging sharp pain yet erotic and sensual too.

pups was honoured that she was taken out and fed and then taken back to be displayed for all, she felt though she had let You down badly with her knees but has now learnt that she can prevent this pain she just has to focus harder on success not failure and that focus is the key. Master D pups learnt alot about herself that weekend and is proud of what she is becoming, the weekend proved to her that this is her life and her dream, that pups can truly feel alive.

Master D when You pushed your fist deep inside of pups she felt her body become light it was as if she was not there, that she was floating above herself and that nothing could hurt her. she was in her own world, she felt safe and protected. her whole body relaxed and calm she felt peace, for that she thanks you. Afterwards she felt like something had awakened inside of her, she was dizzy and felt she could not focus, her mind was fuzzy but she was not worried, her dreams were peaceful and calming and she slept. she slept like a baby she was safe she was loved she was complete.

pups cannot thank You and Ms D enough for taking her on this journey of self discovery, opening her up to a new way of living, showing her the light beyond that darkenss she has for so long be consumed by.

pups arrival in Melbourne

At the Airport standing around pups was getting very excited, she could feel the moistness between her tights, she could not wait to be before her Master D and Mistress. During the flight down pups thoughts had roamed, at one point the thought about would she really be safe crossed her mind, but then she new the answer to this was yes, and she scolded herself for having silly thoughts, she started to focus and set her mind on her goal to prove her worth to You and Ms D

When pups arrived in Melbourne, she started to feel a little anxious, she was worried about failing, but then she told herself that if she thought like that she would, she should be who she is and the rest would fall into place. she caught a taxi from the airport to the address instructed, the taxi driver was confused and had to call a few others to find out where Abode was even though pups had given the address.

pups correct the taxi man a few times on the pronunciation of the club and ended up acting all coy and shy when she was informed of what type of club she was going too. this was fun Master D pups like teasing the younger taxi driver over the two way, he sounded nervous and pups kept pushing, the whole time using a serious tone as possible, her taxi driver found this very amusing and help pups with teasing. pups got the younger cabbie to fully explain where she was been taken, she loved this feeling inside, she felt confident and playful . A few months ago pups would not of done this she would of closed up shyed away and not admitted to what sort of club she was going to, she felt that she was getting stronger and embracing who she is.

pups arrived at the club and was a little shy, she spoke softly to the bitch on the door and was telling herself over and over she had made the right choice to come to Melbourne. she stood waiting, her concerns floating in her mind, she was fighting them away, then she saw Master D and her concerns vanished, she was were she belonged, she felt safe, and started to relax and focus. she followed Master D inside her puppy eyes wide open, this was what she wanted, she wanted to be shown off, she wanted to be displayed to be seen as the slut she is.

pups at the start was wary about what would happen, she looked and Master and Mistress and knew instantly she was safe and protected, she desired nothing more that to be pleasing. she loved been caged for all to see, she felt so sexual and hot when she was put on the stage and whipped for all to see, she felt at peace with every strike, her body felt cleansed alive and free.

pups enjoyed playing in the members area, ripping up the tape, been stroked by strangers and chasing the little pussy's tail, she felt proud and never wanted the night to end, she was so lucky to have been permitted to have this experience